Monday, August 29, 2005
first things first..what's the first word that comes into your mind when i say...
1. stupidity?
2. paper?
3. electiricity?
4. nature?
5. government?
6. sutff toys?
7. Orlando Bloom?
8. computer hacker?
9. Gemini?
10. freedom?
11. vandalism?
12. school?
13. french kissing?
14. your dad?
15. Oprah Winfrey?
16. galaxy?
17. friends?
18. love notes?
19. sleeping?
20. witch craft?
21. rainy days?
22. dolphins?
23. cd's and mp3's?
24. suicide?
25. photcopying lectures?
26. Lee Pipes and Jag thugs?
27. 20th Century fox Films?
28. hankies?
29. overprotection?
30. sweets?
31. on bullies and threats?
32. Hale?
33. drugs?
34. President GMA?
35. losers?
36. teddy bears?
37. shopping?
38. roses?
39. marriage?
40. UAAP?
41. on bitches?
42. blogs?
43. Marvin the Martian?
44. solitaire?
45. job?
46. Kyla and Nina?
47. prom?
48. bling's?
49. studio pictures?
50. on me?
PLEASE COMMENT..^.^
gelai
Sunday, August 28, 2005
kahit anong aking gawin dmo pnapancn..dati pg dumadaan aco sa place nila..lagi xang mei asar or joke..althou panget tignan dbuh??kce tuwing nkikita nia co wla na xang ibang alam kundi mang-alaska..aios lng..at least i knoe he's in good terms wit me..pro these past few days..aftr wednesday i think..tuwing ddaan me sa mei tmbayan nia..khet wla acong ksma..he doesnt care..prang wlang mae angeline gagarin na dumaan sa hrap nia..hmm..i wonder f sumthin's gotten into him or he's juz not in the mood to harass me..how i wsh ung beter jan sa dlwa..
another topic..but mind u..itz stil bout them..
c guy no.1 is still there..alwys wantin to let me knoe he cares..nd that he'd always be there to giv a damn bout me..*well..it makes me feel extra special..honestly* but that dosn't mean a gurl lyk me wud suddenly fall head over heels inlove wit a guy lyk him..then here cums guy no.2..aww..doesnt he look so cute..actually..ive told two of my friends alreadi..i juz wish he hadnt noticed it..or f he doez..things wud still be cool..*or even cooler because he already knoe he's got an edge wen it cums to me* expct the unxpcted..as alweiz wud be the most fascin8ng thing bout him..he'l let you knoe how much he cres *or thats the wei im puttin it, seeing it and even feelin it..eeewww..-makes me wanna throw up how i luk lyk a real loser pg kinikilig..* whenevr i caught him glancing at me.. during classes..*or thats the wei im puttin it, seeing it and even feelin it..* then he'd made that extra special move when he decided to sit besyd me during a flick..*i hope he did it on purpose..haha* yup..he's got the nerves to be too bold or daring..or even too egoistic nd boastful nd proud at times..but what he heck?! theres still his nerves within him which makes me feel *ding ding* or *bem bem* insyd - thanks to the axel f's crazy frog sound effects..i juz hope he wud take me literally and for real - SERIOUSLY..(0.O)
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
guy no.1 + guy no.2 = wrong decisionhmmm..it kipz getin mor confusing evrydei..c guy no.1 panai ang pgppramdam..ung typ ng taong dumadaan sa least expctd moment ng buhai mo..pg nangangailngan ca na - andun xa..pg hnde - andun pren xa..givin u simple stuff..kso mei mga tyms dat he kept comin on u too strong..mei mga tyms na hnd mo lam kung nffol ca na buh or itz juz the pitiness insyd na nangingibabaw wen it slips ur mind kung hnd mo xa matutunang mhalin..he evn asked u..kung dmo man lang buh xa bbgyan ng isang chanz..*huh??* migod..
the twist..c guy no.2..cnabi saken ni frnd no.1 na nakasabai nia c frnd no.2 paui..frnd no.2 asked frnd no.1 kung mei comitmnt na co..frnd no.1 told her wla..frnd no.2 then told frnd no.1 that guy no.2 hought i hav my significant other olredi..*how i wish dbuh??* i kept insistng frnd no.1 to tel me who guy no.2 was..then nung nlaman co na..haha..crush co pla..d lang hlta..chka wla un..itz juz those qt lil eyes..those moves..*oopps..i myt be too obvious* i myt faint..but there's this one thing - he wasnt courting me YET..*as f im expctng him to do so* frnd no.1 juz told me he kept glancing at my direction during class..haaii..my frnds dont even lyk him kce my pgka"hangin" dw..aios lng..bhla na..wait..!these isnt aios lng! this is disaster..i nid to secure a place wherein my decision wont be bias..nor unfair..i dont wana hurt nyone at ol..
spexali..myself..(~.^
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Ikaw na ang may sabi, na ako'y mahal mo rin
At sinabi mong ang pag-ibig mo'y di magbabago
Ngunit bakit sa tuwing ako'y lumalapit ika'y lumalayo?
Puso'y laging nasasaktan pag may kasama kang iba
'Di ba nila alam, tayo'y nagsumpaan?
'Di ba nila alam, tayo'y nagsumpaan?
Na ako'y sa 'yo at ika'y akin lamang
Kahit ano'ng mangyari, pag-ibig ko'y sa 'yo pa rin
Kahit ano'ng mangyari, pag-ibig ko'y sa 'yo pa rin
Kahit ano pa ang sabihin nila'y ikaw pa rin
Ang mahal, maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung di ka makita, makikiusap ka'y bathala
At kung di ka makita, makikiusap ka'y bathala
Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin ipaalala sa iyo
Ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa 'yo at ika'y akin lamang
Umasa kang maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Umasa kang maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung di ka makita, makikiusap ka'y bathala
At kung di ka makita, makikiusap ka'y bathala
Na ika'y hanapin at sabihin ipaalala sa iyo
Ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa 'yo at ika'y akin lamang
"Na ako'y sa 'yo at ika'y akin lamang.."
Friday, August 19, 2005
waaahh..sumdei..der will be another gelai..
another mei..
another part of your life..
but that doesn't mean
that sumone..
will also be just lyk me..
-dyelai..
Thursday, August 18, 2005
i wanna tell you baby that you're the one i'm thinking ofbut your heart is still with her and i think she's the one that you love
i only want you happy even if it's not with me
and maybe one day you'll open up your eyes and you'll see
i think i'm falling
maybe i'm falling for you
i think i'm falling, baby i'm falling for you
from the first time you laid your lips on mine
it feels like the smile on my face will last 'til the end of time
but i'm not so sure if you're the one that i should pursue
my mind tells me no but my heart only says that it's you
i think i'm falling
maybe i'm falling for you
i think i'm falling
baby i'm falling for you
only time will tell, the mystery has yet to unfold
who's gonna feel love's warmth, and the other left in the cold
i think i'm falling
maybe i'm falling for you
i think i'm falling
baby i'm falling for you
-keahiwai
sa di kalayuan..naanigan ni jie ang halos di na gumagalaw na si kirei..
msakit man ang braso nia..hindi niya iyon pinapansin..makalapit lang siya sa kaibigan.
"kirei ayos ka lang?malaki yang sugat mo sa balikat a."
"daplis lang yan ng bala. pero wag kang mag-alala. ayos lang ako. ikaw ang inaalala ko. maraming dugo ang mawawala sa'yo pag di pa tayo nakita dito."
pahapong magsalita si kirei. masakit man ang sugat niya sa kanang balikat, nagagawa pa rin niyang ngumiti dahil alam niya ligtas na silang dalawa dahil wala nang mga mapangahas pang dadating upang saktan muli sila.
" ayos lang ako. wala itong akin. ito ang talagang sugat lang. ang sa iyo tama ng bala. sino namang makakakita sa'tin dito? wala namang tao dito at malayo tayo sa bayan. kailangan mong piliting makapaglakad. doon tayo sa may bungad para pag may dumaang sasakyan, mapapansin kaagad tayo."
hinawakan dahan-dahan ni kirei ang pisngi ni jie.
"sigurado ka kaya mo pa?"
"jie, kahit ngayon din ipikit ko na ang mata ko, ayos lang.."
"ikaw naman ang huling nakita ko."
"ano ka ba? wag ka ngang magsalita ng ganyan."
hinawakan ni jie ng mahigpit ang mga kamay ni kirei. napatingin sa kamay niya si kirei. saka inilagay ang kamay ni jie sa pisngi nito.
"kirei, salamat sa pagsagip mo ha? kung hindi dahil sa'yo, siguro ako ang may tama ng bala."
"hindi ba halatang ginagawa ko ito dahil mahal kita?"
nagkatinginan sila sandali. madumi man parehas ang kanilang mga mukha, kuntento na sila sa kanilang kinalalagyan. mababasa sa mga mata ng isa't isa na kahit mapait ang kanilang pinagdaanan, tapos na ang lahat ng iyon ngayon. matapos hawakan ni kirei ang kamay ni jie ng mahigpit, saka nila dahan-dahang ilinapit ang labi sa isa't isa.
kailangan cornie pag nagmamahal ka.
*ahem..raymond..!ayt vina??!*
wahekhekhek..^_^
[gelai's orig]
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
"i love you"the girl said as she watched him leave. now that he's already gone, she might not be able to feel that way again. he's been a major part of her life. she doesn't even realize he's already parting away from her. as time passed by, before all of these things could ever happen, all she could ever mean to him slowly subsides. she wasn't the one in his heart anymore. she started to become a boulder on his shoulder which he needed to take off in order to be free. and as for her, she kept wondering what triggered him to be that way. she wanted so much to bring back his feelings though she knew she can't.
the words came directly from him.
"you cannot do anything anymore. you just have to let me go.."
it hit her heart – bulls eye. at that moment she knew that she has to move on - alone. what would she say, of course? tears kept running down her cheeks from her swelling eyes. she just wished she can share another moment in his arms again. and although she embraced him tightly for the last time, he refused to hold her back and tried to turn away from her. he refused to hurt her that way but he knew very much, it was the kindest thing for him to do. he bent his head down, trying to hide his tears but it dropped upon her soft arms around him. she could only murmur those silent words - three words which was supposedly shared by two - now meant nothing but a hurting statement of a girl left by the guy she truly loved. she realized all she ever dreamt of was merely a bare shadow starting to pass her by. her worst nightmare had already came true, during her most unexpected time. he didn't even dared to take another glance. another turn on who he had left behind - the girl whom he once shared his life with and whose fate would now be completely separated from his. a silent whisper is all she can say - but now, expects nothing in return unlike all the other times before where she had passionately shared with him. dark are her days and darker for the coming nights.
although she think she's already free, her heart is still bound to the only guy who made her feel and fell this way..rrr
"paano mo pa ipaglalaban ang taong matagal ca na palang isinuko't iniwan?"
-lefthandah's orig
Friday, August 05, 2005
come a little closerflicker in flight
we'll have about an inch's space
but i'm here i can breathe in
what you breathe out
let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here
the vacuous night
steps aside to give meaning
to gemini's dreaming
the moon on its back
and the seemingly
veiled room's lit
by the same star
let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here
- spongecola
yee'ey tz a gudthin i'v got mah blog..i'l nvr b hassling arnd..craming wit borin stuff..*lyk i used to* endin up slipin..*duh?!* slipin's mah laz resort pg wla na tlgang mgwa..*grr* hir i em..pouring mah hart out wit thiz rain..great taim foh watchin tv..*f ur fortun8 enuf to find gud shows..* *keia nga i prfr doin thiz dan that..*
itz only 10 am..waaahh..my clas iz stil at 1pm..btw..i dreamt of sumthin laz nait..bout thz one guy em tryin to figure out his face but i cudnt..*rmmber that guy wearin a polo shirt?tz tha same thing!* em evn colin him "mhalco.." but ended up colin him by sum name cuz i dont wana uze the same name iv gven mah x..but migod!..how mny tyms do i hav to dream of sumbodie that i dont evn knoe..??pro lyf's laik diz..dreams r alweiz doors to your subconscious mind..*uui..wut a klutz!* naahh..kadramahan..it surely iz sumone i havnt met yt..or i met oredi but havnt noticd..hmmm..*wut tha f..ck?*i wudnt bother..i juz wantd to knoe what those drims meant..but em not more anxious than knoein mah score in natsci, math nd kom..*drats!* yahyah..iv got beter things to do than havin duet wit this heavy downpour..i wish i cud focus mor on mah priorities..forgetin bout these "lovestuff" which onli motivates my headache..*oh,men!* or beter yet..stop fuling arnd nd gv mahslf a nice warm bath..*yikes!* pampering iz alweiz the best remedie..(-.-)