Saturday, November 24, 2007
Ang aking entry ay tungkol sa mga nangyari nitong nakaraang araw. Siguro ngayon lang ako maglalagay ng ganito dito.. or should I say, ngayon nalang ulit since hindi ko alam kung kailan.Kahapon, my Ate Jaque texted me and told me Ate Em is in Manila. Dahil hindi pa rin yata nakakapunta sa MoA yung cousin ko na nakabase sa Iloilo, we decided to meet there. My sister Xandra wasn't able to text me where she was so Pangert went with me after class.
Ate Jaque and her boyfriend were already at McDo when we got there. Nanonood pa sa IMAX si Ate Em and her friends ng Beowulf so nag-malling muna kami. I found some great items I could give my friends for Christmas, at tumingin na rin ako ng cute stuff for me. Hehe.
Pagdating ni Ate Em, her first impression was.. ''Ikaw na ba talaga yan?''
Waw. Ayos. In her weird English and Ilongga accent pa yan a. Hahaha. Most of the time actually, sila sila lang ang nagkakausap. She was with her boyfriend and three other friends who took the Nursing Exam here in Manila the other day lang yata. OP ako dahil sa tagal ko nang hindi pumupunta ng province, hindi na rin ako marunong umintindi at magsalita ng Ilongga.
We ate dinner at Pupung's. (Dahil yun ang nisuggest ni Pangert at masarap daw ang food.) At bago kami nakarating dun ay sobrang napagod muna kami sa dami ng stop overs - sa pagwiwindow shop namin ni Ate Jaque at pagmamabagal nila maglakad. After eating, picture picture naman. Tapos syempre kwentuhan pero madalas puro lang tawanan - after kulang kulang ten years nung huli kaming nagkita. Halata naman siguro na namiss namin isa't isa. Tapos, sabi ni Pangert, pare-parehas daw kami ng alignment ng ngipin. Haha. Nice resemblance. Pero mas kahawig ko daw si Ate Em than Ate Jacque. Hehe. Photos by my photographer.
Then, time to go home na. We said goodbye. Update nalang daw through net and texts.
Weird na dalawa ko lang silang pinsan sa mother's side, pero hindi pa namin magawang makagala at gumimik ng madalas. Nakakainggit tuloy yung mga nagrereunion tapos talagang bonding ever with their cousins. Tapos, kung hindi kami uuwi ng province sa Christmas break, malamang, after a decade nalang kami magkita-kita ulit..
Haaay, masyado ko lang talaga siguro namiss makita yung mga taong sana ay araw-araw kong kapiling. Nax. Nung nag-update ako ng journal, saka ko lang na-realize yun. (Tsk. I am in desperate need of a new journal..)
Oh, by the way, salamat ng maraming marami sa aking anti-depressant. Buong araw akong wala sa mood. Ikaw lang pala ang gamot. :x
Friday, November 16, 2007
Nakakatuwang isipin na may mga taong naaaliw sa buhay ng iba.May buhay naman sila.
Maliban kung indikasyon yun na ayaw na nilang mabuhay kaya sila naiinggit.
(Sabihin nyo lang. Nandito ako para sagutin ang inyong kahilingan..)
May nakikita pa pala kayo sa buhay ko.
Buong akala ko, isa na akong boring na nilalang. Haha.
Hindi naman sila inaano.
Konting tiis.. Konting tiis..
Wala naman akong magagawa. Tawa nalang.
Malalaman din nila ang pagkakaiba ng normal na tao sa may sakit na sa utak. Haha.
Tamaan sana. :))
Saturday, November 10, 2007
I have never been this thankful (so far).Great family, good acads, a lot of really true friends and loved ones who always care..
And then, there's you.
Just when I thought my existence was ruined,
Just when I thought my smiles were already part of my past,
Just when I thought my days had faded into nights,
It was then that you made me realize that everything's going to be fine.
You would say words that would leave me chuckling around
Yet already completing and brightening my everyday.
You do things which I thought only happen in chick flicks and fairy tales.
You always, always try to be there no matter what.
You make it almost impossible for me to frown and cry now..
You had made it your passion to make me happy,
To put a smile on my face even in the midst of dull moments and anxiety.
I would laugh at the simple things we do
Thoughts would leave me hanging on silent fantasies
Days would make me starry-eyed
Nights would be total sentimental
And as that quotation goes,
Why stay in dreams when reality is much better?
You made me realize the importance of living
How people should be grateful each and every single day
How events can be satisfying if one takes control of it
How life truly is positive..
It's like you appearing out of nowhere (once again),
Holding my hand and keeping me safe until all the goons chasing me disappear.
He isn't a knight who's always there to rescue every damsel in distress and every princess locked in tall towers
Nor is he a superhero who wears a red cape and flies around saving everyone's ass
Nah.
He's just there for me.
For me.
Maybe this is how perfection tastes like.
Ahh. How sweet..
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Sshh.:))
''For it is in silence that one really acknowledge the difference of lies from REALITY.''
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Sincere deeds..Trustworthy people..
Great weather..
A really good day..
Just some of the things which come once in a while.
But then, there are things which pass by as soon as time does.
Things that whenever you recall, would no longer elicit the same meaning.
No longer evoke the same feeling.
No longer give the same impact anymore.
Things that leave us depressed, marked by pain, wanting for revenge
Would no longer be the same anger after a week.
Things that leave us daydreaming, marked by happiness, wanting for more
Would no longer be the same excitement after a month.
Time really heals and fades memories.
Making strikes of forgetfulness often. :))
Things that no matter how hard we try to imitate,
Would no longer make us cry, laugh, hate or love the same way.
Why imitate on the first place?
Things have their own way of getting into us.
It may be subtle, indirect and even dull
But then they all effect us in a manner we may never even know.
Sincere deeds which is possible after a thousand dishonest ones..
Trustworthy people fewer than the fingers of your hand..
Great weather that lasts only for a day..
A really good day but still is completed with imperfections..
So let things be.
Enjoy life as events pass.
We may be annoyed with it, like it, cry and laugh at it,
One thing's for sure.
It will happen only once.