Friday, July 15, 2005
ang pag-ibig..ganyan talaga..one tym, ngcchat ung best friend co wit sum other friends onlyn (particularly ung kabatch namen nung elementary pa..) they wer giving out numbers to each other, until my best friend gave hers, which was only a number diffrent from myn..sad to sei, naibigai po nia ung number co..nd it started this whole lot of lyf i was facin ryt now..challenge itech dahil wla nmng karir sa buhai co til this guy came..kunwari james pangalan nia..*bond,,james bond..* ung kbatch muna namen ang pnagtatatanong aco kung san na co ngaaral, anong course..nd kung ano gngwa co nung mga tym na un..then came the next dei..na meet na namen ung prof namen sa math11 for the furst tym..nd d aco nkikinig..i was luking at my cellphone na wlang ibang msg kundi ung mga galing kay metalhardcore..damn it! batet nman kce daming pnagbigyang number c bez..pro dco xa nasisi dahil aco rn nmn ung nkikipagtx..haaii..i heard his name was james *kuno* nd other stuff pra mkilala nmen isat isa..tpos un na nga..we met that very sundei..urgent kce ipapagpaalm nia co..he doesnt luk that scary to me..nka tunel lng ung left ear nia nd tongue pierce..*ganun?!* we went home..picture picture sa fone co..tpos kain xa dito merienda nd hapunan before goin home..hnatid co pa nga xa sa mei skayan e..pgbalik..i need to choose my friends wisely daw wika ni ina..at ang aking itay, d aco mgwang pancnin..bakwt co dw pnatuloi sa bhay ang isang gaya nia..malungkot aco nun xmpre..ewn,,prang kkastart plang ng friendshp namen tpos un kgad mririnig co..or if it wasnt my foolish hart foling *i think* that tym for him..grrr..kainis..*habit na nga buh ito??* keia ngsimula na cong magmuni muni nung gabing un..thnking magbago ihip ng hangin kce nsabi co nren sa knya nd binabaan nia co ng fone.. "minig ca nlang sa prnts mo" tpos nagiiiyak aco..lil did i knoe he's feelin that wei too..nsasaktan xang un ang cnabi bout him nd that he doesnt want to lose sum1 lyk me..so we stil txt up to now..*dahil isa acong dakilang pasawai* pero my difrence..kce ung before, frendship ang ayw cong mwla, iba na ngaion..stupid enuf for foling for sum1 i dont evn knoe that much..tpos ang ilalahad cong rizon is bcoz its hard to find guys his typ these days..*anak ng...punieta tlgang pag ibig ito o!* masakit sa dibdib..cnagot co xa ng hindi man lang nkapag icp..pootah..keia my mga panahong naiiyak aco sa gabi thinkng ano nga nmn ang mwwla saken pg pnakawaln co xa..*lintek* bumagsak na nmn ang lola mo..kakabangon co plang sa isang trahedya..*although ngppramdam paminsan mnsan ung isa..* gnito na ulet..pumasok aco sa isang relaxon wherein hndi co man lang mahal ung guy..kawawang lalake..pro kung lam lng nia gngwa co ngaion..maiintndihan niang khit ppano,pinipilit cong pagaralang mahalin ang isang katulad nia.. hanggang sa mga sandaling ito..[gelai]
ge. FLEW on
7/15/2005 09:05:00 AM
ME
NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.
EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com
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