Thursday, February 16, 2006
Hmm,it's been kinda good to know that not all the people in the world are taken. They might as well join me in my non-committed-but-still-happy club which I run as a President. These might not be things suitable to talk about on a Valentine's Day (actually, tha't one of the reasons why I'm doing this on a February 16th), and things aren't smoothly on my side during that day. I planned on doing this yesterday but to no avail. I made visual aids that haven't been of great help to our report a while ago. Damn! A total waste of time and effort! Anyway, I am still thankful for having my friends around. My UP "tropa" uplifts my spirit and therefore making me an existing individual on my first College Valentine's Day. I still have my hang-over, on Marice' birthday celebration at Baywalk while we ate at Greenwich - in time for the great acoustic lunch by a performing trio. Wow. My spaghetti-eating just made my day bad. It made a great impressionistic style on my plain white tee. Darn it! I just wish I haven't worn anything like it. Hmm, with two roses in hand - one from my good friend Camille (I love our pictures sa friendster!) and the other from the fraternity who serenade us after Ma-am Valbuena's class - I went home with a jacket on the shoulder so that the stains on my blouse won't show. I received "My Valentine" lyrics and a Zip Cadbury chocolate from Vina who piced my name the other day for our exchange of gifts. Awww. I just love them all. (Hugs and kisses everyone!) My day ended with a goodnight for every Smart user due to the availability of my unlimited, and a minute later, I broke my load, making things even worse. Worst part is, I was alone again that night - listening to Dream Sounds on Wave. Sigh. Teary-eyed, I slept after sniffing around.
Stuff like these things, I wish I could write in my weekly journal, but I can't. I just don't have time for it, and yet I wish I could. Next time around, I'm gonna spend my Valentine's Day with my special someone after classes. He'll fetch me after our class with a bouquet of flowers in hand and a kiss on a cheek. We'll walk hand in hand towards our eating place, share a meal together and simply gaze in each other's eyes til we say goodbye on that night.
However,I'm not that desperate so I'm not hoping that one would come true. It's fun being single anyway. I'm satisfied with my life -what more could I ask for? For the meantime, I'll just dream of that and keep those dreams at the back of my mind for a while. He'll find me soon.
I know that.
ge. FLEW on
2/16/2006 08:47:00 PM
ME
NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.
EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com
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