Monday, October 09, 2006
okei. so natapos na at lhat ang milenyo, d mn lng aco nkagwa ng panibagong entrie. sisihin co man ung blackout sa ncr, drin xa valid reason kce tlgang bc aco for the last two weeks. asikaso ng mga papers, reports, at lhat na yta ng klase ng exam - practical, oral, departmental. *sbi co nga sa isa samga testing bnigyan co, sna mental nlng no?d na departmental.lol* gud thing mejo mttpos na ung wik na ito *although mondei plang* excited na co mgsembreak. bahay, bahay, bahay. d mn lng aco mkksama kna xandra and momie na mgbboracay *how moe twister hated boracay being called BORA - intermixon* my sister wud b practicing photography dw dun. wooshoo. f i knoe..mgsswiming ca lng e! haha. xmpre mom will be taking her day-off both sa schoolwork and household work including pananawai sa mga younger siblings co. it only meant one thing. and that is simply saying i'll be the one taking care of these two lil...uhmm, ano kyang term bgay sa knila...waits lng...aun! "asungots". haha. at least my mom wont be scolding me kce d nmn xa ngbbasa ng blog co. newei, i'm still in that sinat-sinat feeling. nabinat kce sa mga activities lately - sobrang strenuous. *forgive my wrong spelings and typo error. mgaaral pa kce aco sa hum1 e.* kgabi lng cnawai co pa ung mga paslit kce nag-awai n nmn. *i remember marian tellin her mom "c ate mae nagagalit na.." haaai. i love that kid* wyl finishing our ns4 written report, muslim art report and thinkin what i have to say for my oral exam. then the other day was the arnis finals plus natsci4 last departmental. gud thing my msayang item. *sna lhat ng prof my ganun no. you just have to say what's on your mind and then taddaaa! my points ca na without having to worry if it's ryt or wrong. - thanks sir* and the trip to pgh last fridei. haaai. no words cud ever descryb my last two visits to sentro oftalmologico *that new building myt be cursed. haha. ewangcolang.* pero to give you an idea of how i felt, eto ung tlgang ngyari. i'm having contact lens iritation cguro more than a month ago na so in-advys aco to use eyeglasses for the meantym. ngpa-refract aco *f.y.i:it's a process to knoe what grade are your eyes na* and ngtaas xa ng another -1.0 for the left and -0.5 for the right eye. progressive po kce ang pgtaas nung grade *hereditary, father's syd* but stil, i was shocked kce la pa yta one yr since my last refraction. that tym on, i told myself i'll b more disciplined na in taking care of my eyes. after a month or so of "balik ca after two weeks" dun sa pgh, they told me the presure in my eyes had increased and so i hav to change the med drops i've bin using and referal nrin sa glau clinic. my dad bought my meds and i saw the label "anti-glau" on one of the drops i'm taking. as i sat there last fridei, i noticed na aco ung "youngest" sa group. *oha oha. ngaion nlng ulit aco youngest.wahaha. - intermixon* almost ol of the patients ther were above 40 na. sum of them were alreadi blind sa isang eye, others are seeing bright light nlang and almost all were discussing how they managed to see khit na nalaser na ung eyes nila. one of them even askd me kung na-operahan na dw aco sa eyes. i told them "hindi po. contact lens irritation lng ung saken." i wonderd how come i was sittin with them kung hindi pa symptoms ng glau ung findings saken. i tryd textin my frends in order to divert atenxon from the situation, and even studyin *kuno* for the ns4 exam the followin morning, but i can't run awei from reality. that moment, until now pg naaalala co ung eye problems co, i can't help but shed tears. evrytym i try to face the mirror without my glasses or cl, my reflection is already a blur. i can't see my face clearly anymore. i'm scared to death tuwing iniicp co kung pno nlng keia pgdating ng 30's co f my situation gets worse. i myt not be able to apreciate lie anymore. i knoe it's kind of dramatic talkin bout these things pero hndi co maiwasang icping anytym in the near future, pwdeng maging totoo itong mga to. ito nlng cguro outlet co. d rin nmn yta aco mgkkron ng guts na mg-open to anybody witout being madrama. tma na ung isa na nmng sniffin-moment bgo mg-aral sa hum1. at least i had worthly spent my tym. *kysa mg-prym suspects - c/o camille.lol.* tma na nga. my dad wud be coming upstairs na any minute. mgttnong saken un bket co iniiyakan ung ntbk..haha.
“ooh.ksalanan bang humingi aco sa langit ng…isang himala?�
ooops, i forgot to tell. GOD gave me a reason to smyl althou these things kept on returning to my head. haha. it's a secret. *sabhin nio weird aco.senti senti tpos mgpapahula hbang tumatawa.d no, naalala co lng.*
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10/09/2006 05:49:00 PM
