Fly away with me..

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

yesterdei was a weird dei for me. it's either malas aco or ung araw co. cguro result narin to ng pagttake for granted co ng mga bagai. i never get to find myself doing things seriously and whole heartedly. lahat parang putol putol or whatever nalang for me. that's what makes yesterdei one of the WORST deis of my life.

to give you an idea of how my october 30 2006 went, here's a glimpse of events:

-my eyes tried to remain close but unfortunately, i found it hard para kunin ulit ung antok co when my mum gave my allowance for the week and my sister going to school i slept at around 7:15 na yata. (that was 6:30 am)

- i heard my phone alarm para sa lakad namin ni meli. i never got the chance na i-snooze because i need to help para sa handa later that afternoon for my brother's 12th burtdei. (that was 8 am)

- despite the fact na kasagsagan ng bagyong Paeng sa labas, i decided to wear my sister's pink flops na nung umalis na aco ng bahai proved to be an unappropriate footwear for the dei.

- i sat at RH lobby and receivd a text from mel saying mahuhuli xa ng dating kce baha na sa makati. (unfortunately, i aryvd skool at 10:15 am)

- nagkita na kame ni meli and went searching for a Pasay-Buendia jeep amidst the rally going on not more than a meter awei from kung saan kame sasakai. (that was past 11 am already)

- bumaba kame sa jeep and before the bus we rode drove off, i found myself wearing pants na one fourth soaked in rain/baha plus the aircon trying to climb to my legs pa.

- pagbaba ng bus sa mei paragon plaza, we went to the 9th floor but we ddn't found sir alvin there. d daw pumasok and d rin iniwan ung cd. (awww.so sad.)

- we decided to go to shang passing megamall. pero dahil tryks are not allowd sa hi-wei, we walked, and believe me, it was a very tiring one kahet d kame nkarating sa mega.

- kumain lang kme sa mister donut and decided to go back to skool nalang. kawawa nman c vina kung mghihintai samen. (that was 1 pm na)

- we got to the MRT station and pagsakai, nkataio pa kme two-thirds halos ng byahe.i tryd to convince meli to take a pic sa phone co para mei remembrance kme, pero i wasn't able to convince her - and myself as well. (ehem, shy dn aco)

- we decided na dna mg-LRT. mahirap na kung nakatayo na naman kme. i later realyzd, it was wrong decision. pinuno pa ung jeep na nasakyan namen and d na kame mkababa kce we've already paid the fare. tinext nlng ni meli c go na mahuhuli kme. (that was 1:55, nasa remedios palang ung jeep)

- bumaba na kami sa mei KFC. gusto co na kce mg-CR pero hassle pa rin kce antagal co ng-antai ng turn co kaht aco na ung ssunod. grrr to myself.

- we proceeded to RH 3rd floor para makuha ung Econ101 classcard. kinuha na pala ni vina, na kanina pa naghhntai samen sa mei chem stockroom. before one pa xa nandun and she didn't look so hapie nung ngkita-kita kame. (that was 2:30 pm na kce)

- pag-ui, i decided to use the internet. d aco mka-connect so naglaro nlng aco wit my two lil naughty siblings..haai.

- kainan na nung handa. gutom na co and sadly, i need to clean my wound pa kce nasugatan aco wyl setting the table. my sister had tym to open my notebook pa and connect to the internet. buti pa siya..(that was 4 pm)

- got a huge fight with my mum to the point na nagsisigawan na kame. and i was hungry after washing my sister's flops na kailangang dalhin nia sa province.

- i talked to my best friend on the phone. hinintai co pa nman xa mg-fix ng skool sked nia so we can go to the salon together, nkapagp-relax na pla xa ng hair nia. i asked her nlang to come wit me in going back to ortigas and get the cd and told me she'll come kce wla clang pasok on fridei, and she'll bring super with her. (they hav the same skool skeds and they see each other even on wikends. i knoe they nid to see each other that dei kht wlang pasok but i just wanted to find tym to spend wit my bez alone..)

- after being scolded, i was forced to clean the two bedrooms. imagine, nagwawalis aco at pnagppawisan late at night. haaii..

- cried a tear or two before finally being able to fall asleep, kahit inabala na aco ng kapatid co ng lagai na un. (that was about 12 am)

if not for my fixed sanity, i might have had brokedown and died.

"o GOD, help me to accpet the things i cannot change and the courage to change the things that i can." - 28 days

i remembered what my bez told me about the article she read: a person's attitude for the day consists of only 10 percent of what fate brings and 90 percent is that of one's mood towards the events.

ge. FLEW on 10/31/2006 03:08:00 PM