Sunday, November 19, 2006
everything's so blurry, and everyone's so fake..everybody’s empty, and everything is so messed up.. - puddle of mudd
haha. i've been facing emotional idle moments lately and darn,
i hate it.
i got nowhere to run,
nowhere to go
and no one to turn to.
these are the kind of things i MUST LEARN to face alone and it's too hard to do so. worse, i'm the type of person who does not want to live all by myself. *both literally and not* i knoe it's right to spare some for yourself but it really is hard for me not to say anything to anybody at all.
worst thing is if ever i got the chance to tell these things - there's still a big stinky problem left - I DON'T KNOW HOW..
sigh.
in line with the gospel for today *it's a sundei guys. don't forget your prayer services*,i think i'm undergoing my own judgement days already.
take note - judgement DAYS.
it's like experiencing an apocalypse - ALL IN MY HEAD.
i knoe i have my mom and dad who always tell me ANAK, KUNG MAY PROBLEMA KA, WG KA MAHIHIYA MAGSABI SAMIN HA? and my friends who'll say GELAI*or MEI*, ANDITO LANG KAMI PARA SA'YO but damn..
it's still different if you can't find the feelings to descryb it, the words to explain it, the guts to say it and the courage to accept it.
i respect you guys so much that i know you're facing your own *even bigger* problems too. *ayaw co na dumagdag sa mga iicpn nio..*
besyds,i don't want anybody telling me who the heck is this gurl acting as if she got the biggest problems of us all.. *haai. one of my mdrama entries na nmn..*
so thank you very much for just reading. and thanks a lot more for commenting.
i know there's not so much in it and i think i'd be able to get an award for a NONSENSE post. i promise to feel better before composing the next one..
shortest entrie buh? siyeeet. world record ito!
ge. FLEW on
11/19/2006 01:05:00 PM
ME
NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.
EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com
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