Wednesday, November 22, 2006
eto. pra sa'yo to. you knoe hu you are. no more introductions needed. i've had enough. and i'm through with you..
keeping in touch with you after sharing *or destroying* the earlier parts of my life was a TERRIBLE IDEA. i shud have learned not to go back to those times. i had forgotten that the word NEVER existed.naging manhid aco to the things you had brought me before. i thought you'd change, i thought you'd prove me you're a WHOLE LOT BETTER, i thought you'd learn..
hndi co napancn na what happend before will be repeating itself now -
oops, i underestimated it -
'WORSE' pala ang term.
that dei you rode with me to skool..
exchanging numbers
you updating me on your life
you learning to like me
you giving up
you having her again *or having her eversince*
you coming back like nothing happend
you telling me you're happy with my presence
you posing as a best friend..
WRONG! WRONG! WRONG!
if fate would be reading these and would be given a chance to comment, it would simply tell me
TSK TSK TSK. KAILAN CA MATUTUTO?
*at kung my pagkakataon, baka batukan pa niya aco*
it's wrong for me to say this pero it was a mistake knowing you. seldom in my life nagyayaring naiiyak aco sa sobrang galit.
and you know what's making me angrier?
me giving my number to you
me accepting you for what you were before and who you are now
me liking you in returnme being always there whenever you need me
me learning to forgive you for all
me doing all these things like i haven't experienced these before..
ARGHH. FOOLISH OF ME TO THINK YOU'D CHANGE.
tuwing naiicp kita telling me i shudn't have judged you immediately pisses me off. with all the understanding i had shown you and trying to remain cool althrough out despite your lies, i don't think i'd manage to listen to your explanations anymore.i don't think those reasons *valid man* wud change these pain and hurt you've caused me.
i can still feel the stress right now na wla acong capacity to think straight so thank you very much readers for bearing with my wrong spelling and gramar.of course, letting these all out would be a great * i mean GREAT* help obtain slower pulse beats and then lower blood pressure and sugar level..
hell with it. you're still lucky to get a few entries dedicated to you in my blog.
i must start to forget - and not start to get even with you.
ENOUGH..
YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT.
NO MORE..
ge. FLEW on
11/22/2006 07:04:00 PM
ME
NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.
EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com
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