Friday, March 09, 2007
Okay. I know. It was not so long ago since my last entry. 'Gana-city' strikes. It feels great to have the pc back. Mas masarap gumawa ng entry this way. Lalo na pag tulog na mga tao dito sa bahay and I'm downstairs with the flourecent light on across the dining room ceiling. Or siguro, namiss ko lang na gumamit ng 'antique'.. *lol.*+++Currently talking to Jaja. She's one of the first persons to know who Hershey is. *Sounds unfair?Hindi naman. I just need someone to talk to in times of..uhm, moments of breaking down. Yun.Yun na yun.* It really is helpful to have someone listening..Dyadya, I do hope hindi halata ung label na nakasulat sa akin everytime I walk down the hallway. Sana hindi pa ako mukhang...toot. Haha. *enuf na! lahat sila hindi maka-relate.*+++I miss talking to Lairah lately. Texts are still incomplete. It even seems like a different person already whenever I say her name. Maybe I'm just used to calling her best friend..or maybe I'm just trying to make an excuse. Buti pa sila ni super nakanood na ng sunset together. *inggit* I miss hanging out with her. We never rescheduled our Valentine date. Maybe we really are busy..or maybe I am simply convincing myself..+++Speaking of busy, Hershey's still preocccupied with other stuff. Hindi na nagagawang magparamdam kung minsan. Tapos if he does, he'd just leave..Haaay, sana nagbabasa siya ng blog. Para malaman niya na nakakasakit siya - mahirap maiwan sa ere. Sabagay even if he's reading..hindi rin naman niya alam na siya yung tinutukoy ko. *anyway, wala rin akong karapatan para hilahin siya. hindi ko kaya yun..oh well..sigh.* Let's just end the topic before tears start falling again. *nakoo..sana masaya na yung mga nanghihingi ng update dyan tungkol kay Hershey..*+++Busy pa rin, I just realized I have three final exams the day after my birthday..Waaaah! Bakit kailangang magkasundo ng mga prof sa Psych101, Natsci8 at DS100? Not to mention our final activity in NS8, plus PS14 final paper..Gash. I wonder how I could possibly enjoy the day without carrying my reviewer and notes kung saan saan..Hmmm..*isip konti* I give up. Bahala na. I'm just hoping it would be great..like all the other birthdays I had. *cross-fingered gelai.wenk.*+++Vina,get well soon huh? Boses lalaki ka na sa phone..*lol.*Blockmate Kayecee laging flood ng quotes..pasaway.Suds..adik ka na talaga sa silent sanctuary at callalily no? Naman eh..tigilan mo yan. Kulang nalang maLSS ako.Meli kanta tayo..ready..sing. 'Malthus, Tonnies, Marx, Spencer, my head..' Hahaha!B1..sana manalo ako.*hehe.*+++CURRENT WANTS: Watch fireworks..Eat cheesy volcano pizza..Magswing sa playground..Stare at the moon all night *na hindi kaya ng powers dahil aantukin lang ako*CURRENTLY THINKING: Everybody loves to have several options. It's the choosing that is difficult.CURRENT FEAR: Flying ipis..landing on me or another attack of the gamu-gamo.*please lang! wag naman!*OTHER FEARS: unprepared NS8 and DS100 reportsANTI-DEPRESSANT: My ever beloved Cream O plus lukewarm milk..TALKING TO: Myself. *disclaimer:wala akong mental disorder.hehe*LISTENING TO: Nothing much. *errie sounds + tik-tak ng keyboard + my own sniffing+ xandra's eraser on illustration board*GLANCED AT MY PHONE: Wala. Wallpaper ko lang nakikita ko.GLANCED AT THE CLOCK: 12:30 amSTATUS: Trying to avoid idle moments. Mahirap na..Fin.
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3/09/2007 10:06:00 PM
ME
NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.
EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com
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---Barbara Kingsolver
