Wednesday, April 18, 2007
An entry! Finally!Random 'kung anu-ano' for the last i-don't-know-how-long time since my last entry..
OVERFATIGUEYa. Been so tired all the time lately. Hindi ako high wag kayo mag-isip ng ganyan. Wala kaming katulong so wala rin kaming choice but to do, uhm.. Ano nga ba.. Ah alam ko na! EVERYTHING. From paglalaba at six in the morning to pagluluto every meal time to pag-iron ng clothes at 11pm.. Yun. Mga ganun lang naman. Not to mention the consecutive errands my siblings and I do (ngayon ko lang ulit napagtanto ang difficulties and advantage ng malaking
family - well, malaki na siya para sakin!) everytime our parents tell us this and run to that, jump five times, roll over, play dead, and so on.HE KNEWI told hershey already. Basta nasabi ko na sa kanya, and I'm not expecting anything in return when I said it. Lately ko lang narealize na mas lalo ko siyang ayaw mawala ngayon. Parang out of nowhere pa nga pagkakasabi ko eh. Haha. At hanggang ngayon hindi ko alam kung bakit ko sinabi.. Do i need to elaborate more? Nah.. It's enough that he already knew I love him..
Di ba hershey? *Haha. Sana hindi siya nagbabasa..*BEGGING AND PLEADINGWaaah! Gustung-gusto ko na umulan. I hate super duper sunny days, and very sticky air, and everytime-I-walk-around-I-perspire moments, and wishing-pwede-akong-tumambay-sa-freezer times..
NAGPAPAKABITTERFor some reason, naalala ko yung third year ko.. It was one of my happiest and saddest highschool year.. Well actually, I felt that way din nung fourth year pero in a different angle. So medyo vivid pa rin as my mom told me she won't accompany me on recognition day. I won't be receiving any medals daw kasi.. *demanding silang mamaintain ko. Damn it!* So I did not mind the idea. Tutal hindi naman seryoso si Mama nung sinabi niya yun. The day came, blah blah blah.. then my name was called tapos as I was asked to go up the stage, yung mom ng classmate ko ang sumama saken. Literal na holding back the tears and pretending to smile and be happy dahil nakakahiya kung bigla nalang ako magmukang sinusumpong ng tantrums.. In short, kunwari wala lang nangyari. Hmmm, kaya nga ba ngayon ko inilalabas? Haha. Ewan..RED SHOULDERSHuli akong nag-enjoy sa outing was also with my family right before enrollment sa UP. Sobrang sunog ako. *Although di na rin masyado nung first few weeks ng college* We were doing our yearbook draft at parating off-shoulders ung top ko. Haha. Hindi naman ganun kalala ngayon. Just my desired tanline.. plus henna sa right hand. (Plus ang cute nung nagtatoo saken. Hehe..) Overall, masaya ang outing. Sana isa pa bago magpracticum next summer..Huhu. Guys, antanda na naten.. (Nandamay pa ako di ba?Haha.)FAVORITE DAYS LAST SEMTuesdayWednesdayThursday (Ngayong summer..Hehe.)*Wala! Bawal explanation! Haha!*
OTHER STUFF-- Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nawawalan ng interest magbasa ng kahit na anong libro..-- Just raided Jaja's house. Yani, tuloy kami sa 23 ah! Andun ka man o wala! Haha!-- Ayoko magcomm3. *Pero alam ko kakainin ko rin itong sinabi ko*-- Ang ganda ng 'If I was your man' ni Joe, 'Because of you' ni Neyo, at 'I wanna be loved' ni Eric Benet-- Nakakatawa amag-away ang mga kapatid ko. *Sana hindi ako required parati na maging referee. Mas masarap maging audience..*-- May bago akong journal! Kulay pink at mas madaling mapuno ang scibbling part kaysa sa mga details for the day..Haha. *May potential din pala akong magFA. Joke lang!*
Ano pa ba? Wala na. Tama na muna yan.
ge. FLEW on
4/18/2007 07:08:00 PM
ME
NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.
EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com
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