Fly away with me..

Thursday, September 06, 2007

ILLUSION
Etymology - Middle English, from Old French, from Late Latin 'illusio' or 'illusus' meaning mocking or irony
Definition -
1. a. An erroneous perception of reality
b. An erroneous concept or belief
2. The condition of being deceived by a false perception or belief
3. Something, such as a fantastic plan or desire, that causes an erroneous belief or perception

Sweetly stuck.
Forever banished far far away.
Perhaps, even not wanting to go back anymore..
Go back to where everything seemed so lost,
Where people seem to be so indifferent.

Yes. An illusion it is.
A piece of fantasy.
A realm which makes one believe in magic.
A place where everything looks so brilliant.
A world of your own.
A dream where one wishes to sleep forever.
Even something which feels so perfect.

It may never be real.
There may still be questions left unanswered.
But still, I'd like it this way..love it this way.

And oh, I'd quote our kapitbahay.
Isa siyang huwaran pagdating sa mga kowtabols.
Siguro dahil madalas ko siyang naririnig magsalita..nang mag-isa.
Ganito sabi niya..

''Bahala na.''
Ayun. Haha.

So here goes my everything..
(Hingang malalim.
Sabay tapak sa kawalan.)

ge. FLEW on 9/06/2007 11:32:00 PM

NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.

EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com

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