Thursday, February 26, 2009
ON GRADUATING.Wish me luck. I'll be getting my first draft for revision tomorrow. I do pray there'll only be FEW MINOR corrections and that I don't have to start from scratch or do major touch-ups to please Sir S. Sigh. It'll be disastrous to find out I'm going to spend the next few weeks on the second draft while the others already receive their bounded final copies with the signed approval sheet in front. It's not jealousy actually. It's more of the mood and the environment that surrounds me which makes it uneasy to see others moving forward while I go backwards.In other news, I already received my graduation pictures. When my mom saw it, she immediately asked me where I'm going to work after grad. Sheeeesh. Yeah Right. As if I'm really in the mood to answer that question. (My thesis draft wasn't even returned to me yet!) But hey, seriously, I'm starting to look for available jobs here in the Metro already. Why? I've got nowhere to go, nothing to do and no money to spend. (Make the last one the most important one.) Aside from my dad talking to me about sending my little brother to school when I get hired, it was my mom's decision to send me to the province because there's a training job waiting for me there. All I have to do is pack my bags and go to my Tita's place in Jaro, Iloilo. How hard could that be. Hello?! Just thinking about it amkes the idea itself nerve-wrecking. Ang hirap kaya nun. I'd definitely be homesick while suffering from major adjustments. I don't want to leave. I will never leave. I live here. Period. If only I could get a job here.. (sabay tingin sa net ng mga pwedeng apply-an) LOL.I was afraid to enter college before.Now, I'm afraid of the real world more than ever.
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2/26/2009 02:51:00 PM
ME
NAME: mae angeline robles gagarin.
BIRTHDAY: march.22.1988.
WHERE TO FIND HER: malate.manila.
me-ann.mei.gelai.ge.angelina.
blue extremes 05.concordia college.
ba development studies.up manila.
EMAIL AT: lefthandah@yahoo.com
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